My Suicide

Losing all my faith
Everything seems far away
Not a single drop of faith
To take my heart away….
Where, can I look up to?
When all are falling down!
I’m just staring at you
When nothing is alive….
Rising thought of depression
Runs through my veins
Why my heart keeps pumping
All this blood in vain….
Saw the sun it’s sinking
Leaving darkness instead
Stars are there for comfort
Nothing can change the faith….
Becoming harder to breath
The air is suddenly thick
Chest is tightly clamped
My heart is pounding in pain….
Mind is a complete whirlwind
My eyes can’t fix on one
I’m sinking into the darkness
Where unknown does survive….

Rusiru Boteju


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