Feeling the misery

Feelings of hatred
Flows through my mind
Have I learned a lesson
To guilt free this mind

Haven’t done anything wrong
All falsely taken in
It’s up to people to guess
Who’s the last one in

Have spent sleepless nights
Thinking what to do
But the blame comes to me
Are these really true

Now don’t talk with friends
It’s really hard to breath
Can I live my life
To be flawless again

Rusiru Boteju


Turning back

Waiting for a glimpse of light
Where my mind went out of sight
Standing alone to feel the fright
No ones here life’s not that bright

Walked with crowds to find my dime
Hit hard on the floor gross and slime
Almost blead to death havent got time
God help me this is my life

Rusiru Boteju